| Everything that was certain, Now uncertain. Everything that was planned, Now unknown. Everything that was fixed. Now broken. Where do I go from here? "Oh, mirror in the sky
What is love?
Can the child within my heart rise above?
Can I sail thru the changing ocean tides?
Can I handle the seasons of my life?
Well, I've been afraid of changing
'cause I've built my life around you
But time makes you bolder
Children get older
Im getting older too" |
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| My grandmother is doing much better! She came with my family and Nick to the beach this past week and we all had a lot of fun! We went to Portofino Island near Pensacola, FL. I played golf for the first time in my life and actually enjoyed it. I saw the Blue Angels for the first time and got to revisit the museum on the Navy base, which was great! I hadn't been there since I was in elementary school when I had gone there with my mom to see my great uncle Bill's retirement ceremony. Going there reminded me of how I wanted to be a pilot not too long ago. I have 20/20 vision and I'm not color blind....but I am a little nervous about heights....and always seem to imagine worse-case senarios when it comes to flying, so if I ever wanted to truely pursue piloting I'll have to overcome a couple fears. Nick was telling me about the different planes, we were reading about the ones we hadn't seen before, and we even rode the flight simulator and were headed to the space-related part of the museum when my little brother cut our tour short by acting-up and crying. I'm used to having to leave things early because of a tired younger brother, but I have to admit I was upset I couldn't finish looking around the place. The beach was great, the pool was always warm, and the workout room had TVs. I saw some family that I hadn't seen in a while, met some new family I didn't know I had, and witness 3 different children expel/project gross sustances from their bodies. Funny, vacations are supposed to be relaxing...but I always come home exhausted! mood: |
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| I bought a new car on Monday. An '07 silver Ford Focus. I LOVE IT! My grandmother is in the hospital right now. We're not exactly sure what's going on with her, but the doctors should be able to tell us more tomorrow. Prayers are appreciated!!! Oh, I have text messaging now.
Just in case you wanted to know! |
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| I get chills sometimes,
Running down my spine... Little bumps all over my skin
stiffening the tiniest hairs on my legs, arms, and neck,
making me shiver. In these moments
I feel... a heavenly breath
prick my soul, Instantly multiplying
these beads of flesh to the point that my skin
nearly erupts, tearing away from this body. ...but would it be so bad to just...
burst? Taylor L. Smith
4/26/07 |
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| I'm listening to Straylight Run.
I forgot ow much I like their music.
I'm not ready for college.
I'm ready to be out of high school
and I've strived for true independence
my
whole
life...
but I'm actually scared to step out into the world.
Hmm, I guess I don't have much of a choice in the matter. |
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